Confessions...

...of a somewhat normal person. (not a princess or drama queen because I'm neither).

* I tried to do this last night and my computer gave me a blue screen :(
* I love to sit around in my towels after a shower.
* I really love to dance even though I'm not so awesome at it.
* I'm terrified of graduating in May - the rest of my life hasn't been planned out since I was 4.
* I can't wait to go to Seattle next week.
* I may have made my decision on law schools based on a 48 trip to a city I had never seen.
* It might end up being the best decision I ever made.
* It might end up being the worst decision I ever made.
* I'm grumpy about living in Phoenix this summer.
* I feel like I'm going to have no friends.
* I worry that I'll want to stay in Phoenix and not move because I love everyone in AZ.
* I wish I lived near a beach. Watching water calms me.
* I love the feeling of sand between my toes but hate when it sticks to your skin.
* I use humor to cover up all the other emotions.
* I love to laugh and think the bad things in life should just be laughed at.
* I love cheesy chick flicks and sometimes watch them as a good excuse to cry.
* I think everyone should cry sometimes - it's good for the soul.
* I'm a hopeless romantic deep down inside.
* I worry that I'll never find that perfect person that completes me.
* I worry that I already did and lost them without knowing it.
* I love my iPod and don't care how trendy it is - it's quite useful.
* I have to use compact toothbrush heads because I have such a small mouth.
* I have tiny teeth and big gums and am very insecure about it.
* I have huge ears that are super flexible (they don't have a lot of cartiledge).
* I want to drive a silver Toyota 4Runner someday.
* I love my little sports car and love to go faster than I should.
* I think the best part about being single is I don't have to shave my legs everyday.
* I still usually do though because I like how they feel when they're smooth.
* I'm super pale and that will never change but I really want to try tanning cream.
* I think Phoenix has better fast food than Tucson ever will.
* I love onions and eat them all the time. I eat garlic lots too.
* I like to drink tequila but only do when I want to be super drunk.
* I can now walk in high heels. I feel sexier when I do.
* I miss doing gymnastics and wish I never quit.
* I don't know anything but going to school and having crappy part-time retail jobs.
* I fear what life will be like.
* In 3 years I'll be over $100,000 in debt.
* I don't stress out anymore. I think it might be because I just have stopped feeling some stuff.
* I worry that I won't make any friends in Seattle.
* I want to be in Seattle now.
* I want to learn how to sail and scuba dive.
* If I could do anything on a day off, I'd read at a coffee shop or the beach.
* I want to find somebody to wake up with on Sundays and go to a coffee shop and just read for a while.
* I know what I want to do with the rest of my life - but it changes every week.
* I wish I had majored in something different - maybe accounting or classics or English.
* I wish I had taken more sign language classes and could interpret.
* I think the thing I'll miss most from UA is Blue Chip (besides my friend).
* I believe the bartender at the Shanty is a cutie, but I don't think I'm pretty enough to talk to
him.
* I am truthfully quite insecure and just don't show it. I overcompensate with a bit of an ego.
* I have gained 20 pounds since I started college and want to lose it.
* I want to lose the weight for myself and also because I miss being the "hot, skinny girl"
* I wear an apron at work because I think it covers up how I feel (which is usually ugly).
* I want to go to the zoo and forget about all of my homework and midterms.
* I make lists compulsively, usually just to waste time.
* I make lists that are sometimes super important though.
* I love sticky notes.
* I am anal-retentive and overly organized but somehow I'm still a little messy.
* I really want to drive across the country.
* I think I sometimes missed out on something because I've never been to Europe.
* I want to go on a vacation with somebody I'm falling in love with.
* I miss the feeling of the butterflies when you see somebody you love.
* I miss catching lightning bugs at night in the summers in Jersey.
* I wish for the Jersey shore all of the time.
* I don't think the CDs of oceans sounds ever sound very real.
* I don't want to go do my notecards but that's what I have to do.